I look out the window to get the last look at light before my soul consumes what is left of all that is good in my world. Your hate is feeding my dark soul and now it wants out. No cage can house it, no leash can restrain it. I have lost all control. Your hate glides across my wrists allowing all my pain and sadness to leave my veins lifeless. My love for you drips from my wrists like the tears i cause to run down your soft face. No more will you have to hate me for I have given you the one thing you lusted for, to erase me from this world. Now you finally have a real reason to seek comfort in another. I cant see you, I cant find you, I cant love you for I am dead. There will be no resurrection for me and my lost cause of loving you. I end this with a tear that will come in the form of a flood from the heavens, I tell you this so you may know that its your actions that caused this!
