My Wound will never heal

I cant stay in love with you any more cuz you broke my heart
and i cant stop thinking about you cuz you seal my heart
and i hate my self cuz i cant even hate you i love you but ive chosen Darkness
why when someone really love you why you hurt him
some people said everything happend.happend for reson
and some people said
The wound that caused you by girl heal by another girl
but the way i see it
The wound that caused you by girl never heal by another girl just only the Haterd can heal it
i just remember when u said
i will never leave you
never live without you
this is your words that day
but day by day i just get knowing the love is just fantasy thing same your eyes
now all i can feel is pain
why you give me everything and you take it in one second