by Tina Jun 25, 2004
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
The anger boils up inside of me producing hot tears streaming down my face. I want to scream it all away, let the demons inside my body loose. They've been caged for too long, banging on the bars which make my body cringe. I hide my anger, which feeds my demons more madness and hatred. It builds up piling on top until I unlock their cage. It's been so long I'm afraid of what these demons I created will do. Just the slightest scream will ease their troubles, calm them down enough so I can relax. I fight it away. I wont let myself crack, I take deep breaths to drown out the demons sound. I know I'm not helping myself by doing this, but if I can just get through today maybe I can deal with it tomorrow. My demons cages shake violently causing myself to black out. When I awake in a white room, the only sound heard was my beeping heart monitor, I let my demons go. |