Iridescent

by nonexistent   Jan 9, 2012


The color of your eyes.
But also the color of your heart.
Strong personality, fierce persistence.
We were friends at first.
But then we wanted more.
For sometime, we were together.
But then you made a tragic mistake.
Came to me half drunk and awake.
That night, you hurt me so much...
By morning, I was crying out...

For someone who never came.
Our friends wondered what happened.
But I never told. Kept to myself alone while you and them wondered.
Then, you came and asked why I was avoiding you.
I told you that you hit me and swore then left me crying.
You cried in front of me even though I should've been the one to.
You apologized so much and I couldn't do anything but hold you.
I forgave you and you promised it would never happen again.
But after a few months, you did it again.
And I forgot about you.

To this day, we stay friends.
But I know you don't want me with anyone else but you.
We are better now. Happy that we stayed friends.
Or are we?
I can look into your iridescent eyes and tell you really love me.
I love you too. Because I know we are still meant to be with each other.
We deserve this. To be together. No matter what issues we have.
But we don't say anything because of how afraid we are.
You, afraid of hurting me again. Me, afraid of being without you.
But we still keep it our secret.

The secret that we keep of which we know we are in love.
But will we ever change it back to what happened with us?
I don't know. But your eyes will tell only me.
Keep this secret of our love for each other.
Secret love of whether or not we will be again.
But in the end it'll be the same...I love you and you love me.
But will we ever really be?
Iridescent eyes. Iridescent heart. Solid iridescent love.
Love that is never to be told to anyone, but you and I.
I do love you. But what're we going to do?

Iridescent. You are.

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