My heart and soul are too big
For me and you it can never be
I will do anything
But there's nothing that will change
I remember i would gaze up at the sky
I love my life, family, friends
Everything was just so perfectly planned out
I was one that would always look past imagination
Too far, for far to long
I'm still stuck here
My dreams and reality are now combined
Not knowing or thinking whats right and wrong
Listening but not really hearing anyone
I'm sorry but it will never happen
I am not allowed to love you
Or even anyone
I love you
I'm sorry i wont be able to tell you this
If only i could escape
Forget all my sins
And to not be able to hurt
My loved ones
I'm sorry my love