In recent seconds my mindless minutes turned into hopeless days, months glanced upon me, hindered i burnt in pitiful daze, my Gaze stood shadowed and forlorn, scorn was taken out on a erroneous mistake, rocky lawn. . My mind drenched in terror the inescapable horror, life's past is now once again upon me, bath tub sinking, rotting, thinking of mortality... how strange mortality is, how can one be scared of ones death when two half of hearts show one already died years ago, I'm two stones short of a spark. Reflection of the glare, mirror shows despair how my bones ache when seeing my skin and teethe so aged and ragged.. what happened to youth and male stamina what spirit drank away my dreams, short of aspirations the text i lift from dreams in past show dreadful connotations, should i not have wished to be gray. what whales sleep in my closet? even i am starting to forget.. The blackness of the light fixes its noisy people into my shattered room, wheres my mind?. How did they take such a shiny thing, Mothers failure is now mine too. Honesty wont get me anywhere. Other than a hospital a bed next to you.
