This Life I live

This life I live
Troubled but true
Sometimes hard to forgive
In time everything's due

Maybe I'm not wise
I don't think
But I don't speak lies
Life can go by in a blink

My temper gets my best
To fast to stop
Still I have to confess
I will apologize before I drop

These words on here
Aren't just for me
It's for anyone with a fear
For someone to be

I wish my life wasn't like this
Things don't go right
Maybe it's not complete bliss
But I know I will sleep tonight

With simple words
I say goodbye
Even if this goes unheard
I will not stop to die

Let me jump from my stool
The rope tight around my neck
Death is not a rule
And life is only a trek