A Different World

Sometimes I wake up and wonder who I am and where I am headed,
Everything has changed so much, as if it's a different world.

At times I feel like I'm in a corner all alone in an unknown place,
Sitting there with very few to be accepting of who I am.

My emotions stay bottled up in a sealed jar, far from sight,
So many have hurt me, and I can't bare to open up again.

I don't know who to trust or who to let in anymore,
My past is getting the best of me, and has already tried to ruin me.

In a world of confusion, I don't know which road to take,
I know exactly what I want from this life.

But everything that comes with it is pure complication,
I wish I could step out and put my past behind me.

Seems as if everytime is a gaint risk and I get hurt everytime,
I let them in and I get pushed to the side and stepped on.

I wish I could be myself and not worry about my own awareness,
I'm in a constant battle with myself and it's a constant loss.