Crying inside

It's hard when you have so much pain inside you. And inside it hurts so bad. It feels like your dying inside. And you want hurt yourself . And no one sees the hurt, the pain in your eyes. They don't see when your faking n smile. And at night your crying your eyes out wishing that someone can see your pain. But still no one is there. Or no one cares. it is only you and your pain. And in the morning you wake up and you get ready to face another day put on a fake smile. and you think will somebody see my fake smile today and care enough to ask you are you ok.