Change

I could never do
the things i wish i could do
but in the end they never happened
my feelings
my weight
holding me back
not wanting to change
making the same mistakes
change is something i live with out
for change is what i think makes it hard
for me to say
i want to to be different then before
to never be the same
i don't like change
but i hope that stops
i hope i can over come
this hard spot
i want the world
that i cant reach for
if i do
then change will be
the only thing left
nothing will be the same
if i make the change