It hurts.....</3

You see me as this beautiful soul
Who loves life
Who keeps on smiling
Puts on this brave face 4 every1 to see

Who never crys in front of people
Who stays strong and doesn't fall apart, remains strong no matter what

But what you don't know is
She waits at night for everyone to
Fall asleep just so she can fall apart
The build up of pain, she can no longer handle she needs to let it out
She needs to breath. She crys in the middle of the night, she doesn't want to fake it anymore she let's the real her out...

She's sick of being fake
Sick of prentending she's ight when she's not
Sick of people hurting her
Sick of putting a fake mask cos she's ashamed to show the real her
Sick of people who are always making her fall

She can no longer take it anymore
With an knife pressed against her wrist, she slides it and whispers
" I had to do it I can't take it anymore, It hurts to much"...</3