Crimes Of Romance

Reminiscing thoughts
flow through my mind,
my heart is a crime.

Deceased memories-
for I was mislead
and they are very much alive.

I now know
no matter what you do
I'll always care for you.

It's pathetic and revolting
and you make me so angry,
how can the feelings still be there?

It's frustrating and sad
knowing I'd take you back,
If you really wanted me that bad.

Your dream is fraud
as I know I got to you
but you'll never be happy
if you cower away,
never giving anyone the chance of day.

The dreams I'd have about you
they always come true and
I never listened to what they had to say.

It's funny how I miss us,
how I miss you but
if you really think
we never really existed
and I never really moved on.

I know I got to you,
I know you let me in too
and that is why your scared,
that's why you turn from me.

And that's why you'll never be happy,
you'll live a lie until you die.

As I reminisce through time
the memories of mine,
my heart
is a crime.