I'm not quite sure why I still write on this... It's like some sort of diary for over the years...
There is no right thing to write... I've been in a relationship for 5 years now...yet you are still in my head...What does that mean..Anything or nothing? Maybe one day you will read this, maybe you wont. You probably wont but nevermind. Am I STILL in love with you? after all these years? after other men have treat me better since... but yet I still feel like what we had was different....we have more memories than..god i don't know but i remember a lot...and to think i was only 19! Bloody hell! Anyway better leave this, feel like an idiot ha! But yes Thomas...maybe, just a tiny maybe you may read this in the future. Until then, take care and I love you sexy love. night chicken bum xxx
