For 5 years you were my life,
5 years were all about you.
everything i did,
i did it hoping you would see,
that i did it for you.
but each time you said it would never happen,
we were only ever going to be friends.
i could never understand this,
we were always so good together.
if we went out in public,
people would have believed we were together.
that was just the way we were,
we didnt have to try to be perfect,
we already were.
no matter how many times i tired,
you always said no.
always u said that there was never a spark,
but yet we were always so perfect.
we have been there for eachother for 5 years,
you told me when you had a gf,
and when you brake up with her.
i told you when i had a bf,
and when i broke up with him.
we were always there for one and other,
when ever we needed each other.
when i moved away,
i thought you might miss me and come to see me,
that was wishful thinking...
i always wondered what was wrong with me,
i was doing everything i could,
Just to make u see,
that i was being as real as me.
i havent heared from you sinice 24/09/2011.
i really dont know why.
when you found out that i had a bf,
and how happy i was.
you stopped talking to me.
is it because you know i have loved you for so long,
that the thought of me moving on kills you?
is it because you know you can never have me again so you dont want to know me?
is it because you love me?
why?
why do you have to do this to me?
why, when you think im happy do you have to say you miss me?
i loved you for 5 years,
you were my world,
my everything.
my shoulder to cry on,
my one true friend.
but you cant be that to me anymore.
im happy im in love.
but what you will be is my greatest love,
my wonderful friend,
my shoulder to cry on.
i will always love you.
for all the memories and times it was just you and i.
my beautiful friend,
you will always be apart of my heart and my life,
Just not in the way it used to be.
goodbye,
to my one true friend,
i will always remember you,
for what you made me see..
goodbye,
Thank you for only ever being yourself,
and letting me be who i was...
