Just me

I cant sleep at night because thoughts of seeing you excite my mind and play with my heart
wondering if im ever going to see you is the only hard part
for awhile im happy and cant loose my smile
then I start to realize you hardly notice im alive
in my heart I know were meant to be
but everything is telling me that you just dont want me
when were together my heart shines so bright
but then you leave for days without even a kiss goodnight
sometimes I wonder if you know the pain you cause
wondering if you cant see anything but flaws
it kills me when you leave my bed
because I know you would rather have her insted
but I just cant let go
im in too deep i cant see past your beautiful glow
I no that this love is wrong
and just when i think im stong
and im ready to set you free
you look me in the eyes and its like you finally want just me