You dont understand

Too many times you’ve told me you understand
You told me you know how it feels
But you don’t
You don’t understand
You don’t know how it feels
Your life is like a fairy tale compared to mine
A fairy tale that ends with joy
And happiness.
But my life…
It is filled with fear,
Filled with loneliness,
And hatred.
I hate myself.
I hate it because everything seems to be my fault.
I hate it because nothing ever goes my way.
You truly don’t understand.
I’m sorry but you don’t and you wont.
Not until you’ve seen things the way I’ve seen them.
Not until you know how it feels to have people look at you like you are a monster.
You don’t understand
So stop telling me you do.
Please.