Yearning for the years off
I wait for it to come someday.
Still a long way off
I struggle to deal with this year
Preparing myself to be prepared for the time.
Marking the months
Seeming still like years
Yesteryears feeling like yesterday
And the calendar won't flip over fast enough.
The waiting seems like a crime.
Watching the weeks
The horizon is farther than it was
Reminders come faster than the seconds
Even when they are painful
Filling my mind with grime.
Dwelling in the days
Even when I don't seem to be in my skin.
I have left behind today
Impatiently living in tomorrow.
I can't continue to be snaily like slime.
Minding the minutes;
The hardest thing I have ever done
Wishing life was recorded so it can be forwarded
It is finally around the corner;
Must be the longest corner since time.
Seeing the seconds
With sights blurred by my heart's tattooing.
Counting and counting and counting.
Heart breaking, I know it will never come
Till I'm out of my prime.
