Why I Hate The Way I Feel

I sit down think of the hate
I see Every family pained
watch the souls fly away
watch the angels fly away

Remember a girl screaming,
her mom dying in agony,
no one knows the true sadness,
no one listen to them cry,

You can't fathom What I hear,
when I sleep so many fear's,
such sadness in war's,
watching the sky flare up in flame's,

watch the ground explode
millions of angels flying away
so many hearts broken this day
so my tears cried today

So much life killed today
So many father's disappear
Paint me and call me hate
Think of the misery i gave
So much hurt on my brain

so many hates i have gained
all my friends blown away
all I ever had erased with a bang
my comrades never saw their
son become a man
a son with many sleepless nights

worried for his dad
so many tears cried this day
so much hate created today
so many angels flown away

so much wrong on this day
this day is a fallen day
listen to a mother scream
for dead husband
watch a mother hold her
dead daughter in a tight squeeze

so much lost
so much sorrow
so much hate
so much anger

I shall never be the same
for I know of the hate
you should know to before you use that gun
fell the hate I know
watch the pain cause by death
for I have made so many regrets
don't make the same mistake
make a better fate.