My Suicide Letter

My Suicide Letter

To everyone that never understood.

The smile on my face may seem real enough
But the truth is it's only a bluff
On the inside I'm scarred and burned
And the heart that once beated can never be returned.

It's hard to explain how my soul got so black
But I know one thing I am never coming back.
Don't try to fix me - I have always been broken,
It was all the words that hurted - even does who wasn't spoken.

The pain and hate that know burns through my veins,
Has turned into a monster that will never go away.
So now that u know the hell I'm living in
Do u understand the thoughts of slowly killing myself?

I can hear the darkness calling, and I intend to follow -
Why even bother trying, when I am never gonna see tomorrow?
The blade touches my skin as it has so many times before,
It cuts a small line and I fall to the floor.