by Chantelle Jan 28, 2012
category :
Sadness, depression /
other
Ive had some bad experiences in the past with relationship's, I have been hurt countless times. Ive Accepted bad thing's to happen to me, ive accepted pain and heartbreak and tons and tons of crying over people who weren't worth it. Ive wistnsed other couple's being so extremely happy, while i am not. Ive seen romantic comedies and read romantic novels praying for my great true Love, Ive given up on love, then let it back in and then given up on it again and let it back in. I guess you could say that im an relationship expert at disasters. And maybe i may not always have the best instincts, and maybe i may always get my heart broken. And maybe i might always be left for another girl, or i may be treated horribly and used, or cheated on. Maybe i may have countless lovers in one year, Maybe every New years eve and Christmas day i have nobody to kiss me. And maybe i might be the joke everyone laughs at because im not in a serious relationship yet, or i haven't got a baby or found the one. But maybe i don't care, or well i do but ive grown more accustomed to the fact that even though ive had a crap time with partners, girls and boys alike that maybe im one step closer to finding THE ONE. And maybe she could be the one, or maybe not. But my point is this love doesn't always make sense, love isn't always perfect and sometimes you get your heartbroken but the point is, not to ever give up on love because if you do you may miss someone great and the chance to have something great, and that feeling if i ever get that feeling to me that will be like Magic. |