For so long time, I've been waiting for a real honest sensation
That takes my breath away, breaking the walls between me and my salvation
And throughout the years, I didn't see except lying and deceiving faces
Behind all the tears, you'll find the story of my pathetic beaten races
Some I fought good enough, others I surrendered with no convincing reason
As if I was ending a chapter of my life, to just begin a new dramatic season
And when it passes all in front of my eyes, maybe I could feel it well enough
Although it reminds me with my failed tries, but I became used to its usual tough
I tried to resist those scaring nights, just pretending to be well and brave
But after all those lost fights, I found I was just running to reach to my grave
It amazes you that nothing deserves to fear, nothing was gained to be afraid to lose
So when you call for help and nobody can hear, anything you have will be of no use
Don't ever give up to the torture of your loneliness, or think you can live on your own
We always need somebody to wipe all our sadness, it's just to live together or die alone
And I've walked through many ways, leaving my traces behind me with every mile
To just seek for new sunlight rays, to just get rid of my fragile smile
I'm still yearning for a complete bright one, without having to draw it on my face
To end peacefully this suicide run, saving me from becoming a hopeless case
Fixing every crack in every smile, as if I was finishing the painting of my life
Putting the final touch and wait for a while, to remove all the signs of its bloody knife
To be clear once again like a white sheet, having the clock ticking my life away
I leaned beside it and had a nice seat ... waiting for you to begin a new day
