I still have this anxious feeling of caring about the past
Although there's always a new daylight, it seems that it has no last
Some faces I still remember, with their marked torture deep inside
In my soul they insist to linger, beating every desperate try to hide
Sometimes I feel my memory is just have an endless space
Having all these deadly secrets turning me to a hopeless case
I could believe in my will to live, to just gain all my coming future
But in the end I found my die request, waiting only for my last signature
Everytime I gather myself, fighting my terrible fears from getting back
Trying to forget all my past, overcoming this feeling of being so lack
I needed someone to release my pain, keep growing with every single minute
To heal my heart from these wounds, staying alive so many years in it
To steal my mind and go away, it was just waiting for every chance to live
Taking me to another land, where I will have all my life to give
In my dreams I still see, there's a new daylight for me but real
I need you now to set me free ,, to sense it really not just a feel
Cause I've done with all these shadows scaring me at every night
Within all the dark days I lived, I'm still looking for just one bright
Now I feel wonder, what if a day come to miss all my pain and sorrow !!
But I feel this bad relief again, cause I knew well it won't be today or tomorrow
