Within all these silent moments, I can feel this one once again
Taking me to very far limits, to realize that my life hadn't gone in vain
Cause after all I've been through, I guess it's my luck now to be alive
To live again this sad true, no matter for how long I'm able to strive
No matter what you've done to me, I've to keep moving with your knife in my heart
But whenever sure I'll be free, praying for your life not to fall apart
Although I'll feel pity for what you'll feel, blame isn't so easy to let go
I hope all your wounds you could heal, one day you'll know better if I was friend or foe
You will feel grief for all your mistakes, and that day you will call or scream
You should have known what time to pull the brakes, to stop killing our merry dream
And I keep wondering everyday to God, asking why you were pushing me away
For when you slip in this dirty mud, you'll find a hand and " are you fine " to say
But you didn't tell what's in your mind, you just left me looking for an answer
And asking me just to be blind, to keep smiling as if I was driving a " lancer " !!!
But I'm not the man who can kill his feeling, pretending that everything is fine
Even if I survived all my time without healing, I accept my fate which was always mine
Cause when I lay down so late at night, I remember those times when we used to talk
Till the dawn and with the first light, I remember every step through our first walk
So I can't just let go and don't care, cause that's my nature that I'm not sorry for
Even if I pay my biggest life fare, but my heart is beating and I can't just ignore
Although I don't know when its end, all I have to do is to feel it all over again
There's no way to take except this trend ... for if I lose faith I'll go insane
