Time goes by, minute after minute, second after second, beat after beat
To remember again all the moments of my life, to let the words bleed on my sheet
Cause they were written letter beside letter, but at last I knew they were all apart
Just like hearing those beats got better, but they just wanted to escape from my heart
I've walked in a long tiring lane, feeling the weakness started to hit me down
And I dunno yet if I lose or gain, although I feel that I'm about to drown
I regret many things I said, and I forget many others I wish to say
But I feel now I'm already dead, although I hope for one last sunlight ray
I wanna go back and pause my time, at a distance far away from being sad
Maybe it's lack maybe it's crime, but I'm fed up with all this grief I had
Cause I've walked and walked until I lost my balance, falling down beginning to creep
After I surrender all my self defense, there's no more pain I can find so deep
All I need is a hand that takes me again, lifting me up back on my feet
But I was left on the railway waiting for that train, with a belief that anyone can cheat
I didn't surprise that everyone has passed, leaving me creeping waiting for the crash
As I'm not wondering to see everybody is racing, just to see me soon becoming some ash
Cause I knew the truth of my life, with its painful side and its fake happiness
Cutting me deeply with an old knife, having no mercy depriving me even from my loneliness
So there's nothing you should be upset from, when hearts are just turned to a black stone
Cause after my desperate trials of returning home, I just prefer to be creeping alone
