As I'm walking feeling nothing but this night cold air
I gave up and kept breathing until my mind became so bare
Holding nothing but my past memories that was gone many years ago
I felt I was going down, letting myself strangely to be sinking below
To remember all I've been through, to unfold the charts of my past
Showing me how it all starts again to let me regret for this last
When your memories came in front of your eyes and there's no words to say
You suddenly wonder if it was happening again, the same just like yesterday
Or maybe you hope to return back to just fix all of your own mistakes
Just as if you were on the wrong track, but there's no any time to use the brakes
I could see my happy moments as if it was coming back once more
Before I feel my tears flowing when time came to close my last open door
So many years with these passing days that will never come back again
But I'm still crying for such people whom I left without knowing their lane
Now I could only meet them in my mind diaries where they will remain forever
Just tell me how could I fight this tear or resist my loneliness shiver
All I wanted was to live it again just for a single minute before I die
But good things go and never come back despite all of your hoping try
That was a page from my book of memories that I kept opened for my future
As I decided to bury my present one, living only with my lovely pure nature
