When I had this weird feeling inside my soul
I just wanted to know why I'm losing control
I tried to gather my thoughts in the positive way
Running out from my head as something I can't say
The truth is about to reveal, there's no time to delay
I decided to keep searching for what's real inside
Before the game is over, there'll be no fake to hide
Excitement has just started, so keep an eye and wait
To feel the confusing real, no more love, no more hate
Tension is growing inside, looking for tomorrow
Where I have peace of mind, releasing pain and sorrow
I can't stand these darkness routes where I've become
I need to know my place of relief, for I can get some
This could be my first tour in the fields of my heart
But sure it won't be the last, before I let these ashes apart
I keep walking around in this most mysterious puzzle
Escaping from those devil thoughts with its natural trouble
Where can I find my salvation, will I ever be free ?!!
I ask heaven to break these chains, to shine a light down on me
For I can see my shining side, please god .. let me see !!
