For a long time of my life, I thought I knew it well enough
Before I discovered its real face that seems to be greatly tough
I stand in front of my mirror to capture all that been inside
To come to an end for my growing terror from all that I've been hide
But I get shocked time after time until shocks were carved in my soul
I tried to fix all of my wounds before I fell into this deep hole
Where my groans were gathered together, can't find a way to be free
As if I was locked inside forever, wondering when my salvation could be
Trapped for long in my world of dreams, there you can find my life's tale
Feeling weird from this bad reality where I present all my lies for sale
All my lies you've planted in me, teaching me how it's so easy to believe
To let me lost in the midway, never caring how you left me to grieve
As if I was running on a run way, trying hopelessly to catch your leaving plane
But I just found no words to say, cause you simply left me going insane
Left me asking without answer, why you were just enjoy torturing me !!
But I think you were just like a dirty dancer, who can't find a place to be free
Now I fired you out of my heart, although I blame myself for being so late
Cause we were destined to be apart, I wish I could have seen this in my fate
But now nothing could be regained from all those memories that I didn't save
I believed you were walking with me, I never knew you were leading me to my grave
