My Beautiful Hate

My beautiful hate

The beautiful hate,
that feeds on my life.
it's all because of you,
you killed me with the knife.

You think we are friends,
But I'll prove that you are wrong.
The hate burns through my veins,
Now listen to my song.

You thought you knew me friend,
well, take a look again.
Im done with the pretending,
you're the reason of my pain.

I know whats best for you,
thats what you always said.
But you dont control my life,
and soon you will be dead.

First I'll make you suffer,
kill the one you love.
Just like you did with me,
the pain comes from above.

Then I'll make you watch,
as I cut apart your soul.
Till theres nothing left,
like an empty black hole.

You problably start to wonder,
Why i hate you so much.
Now let me explain it for ya,
let out the darkness' touch.

My best friend you have been,
and i hate you with all of my heart.
For fourteen years in my life,
Now let me rip yours apart.

You said you were kind to me,
when you told him how i feel.
Yes he loved me too,
but our friendship you didnt heal.

You pick on me for fun,
tell me you hate my cloth and style.
But have you ever concidered why,
you never see me smile?

You're not funny at all,
but you're just too blind to see.
And i hate you more than anything,
it's one of the darkest parts of me.

I bet you never knew,
that your best friend have a suicide mind.
You're just too selfish to see it,
Too selfish, mean and blind.

And all the scars on my arms,
you never even ask.
Start to use the brain that were given to you,
it isn't a professional task.

Im tired of you controling,
every single thing in my world
And out of this you soon will,
be kicked, thrown and hurled.

So look at me one last time,
before i rip you apart.
If you had known all of this in the beginning
would you then have stopped, what you began in the start?

Thx for all the shit you have given to me Emilie. I really hate you and I just wish to see you burn up alive in the hell where you belong.

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