There are no comforting words or right or wrong questions, for every time I start to begin writing this letter, I find that there's always something missing or misplaced. I'm not confined with my decision but I believe that I have to do what's right. I can not only attend my needs for there are others involved. I've rethought about every option that I have and how to realize each and every one of them.
As you read along you can already image or have confirmation with the decision I have made. The only word or question that keeps crossing my mind is regret; Will I in some point in time regret my decision for what I'm doing? Will I look back and try to reconstruct what I lost or left behind.
I don't believe that this is our goodbye, I believe it's a see you later. If you do believe in destiny then who knows what life's mysteries can bring along in each other's journey through life. I will hold onto ever pleasurable memory, lesson, or moral that you taught me, for no one can take it away from me, from everything that reminds me of you. I'll smile with joy and look back and remember the chapter in life we had.
Nothing happens in consequences for I believe we were there for each other for almost all the times needed. We learned and matured with one another and most of all we had the pleasure of experiencing love. I hope that one day you'll understand my decision and not judge me on my acts. Who knows maybe in the future we'll pass by a couple of surprises.
P.S - Just because I don't mention certain things with you doesn't mean I'm not necessarily feeling them.
I loved you once, love you still, always have and always will. I hope you understand my decision and I'm sorry.
I won't lie to you, I'm scared and I'm still not confined.
