At times it gets too hard
to fight through this all
Feeling alone and unwanted
wondering why did they leave me alone
to deal with this?
Why did they leave when I needed them to keep myself up?
Reading wanting to get out of my life for at least awhile and live in a world of fantisy that does not exsit
Blasting music in my ears to drown out reality for a few hours
But I always come back no matter how long I'm away
I'm back to where I was
I dont blame them for leaving, it's their way of excape
I must face my fate, left alone, fight alone for those I love
I get stronger with every step, every breath
I'll be stronger through every fight
But I can't help for wanting you to be here with me every step of the way
I can't help but blame you when the times I need you most, you disappear
I can't stop the tears when I long for you to be near
But it's okay I know it's not your fault
I'll let you live your life as I try to fix mine
Please don't forget me
Live your life Free
