I finally have figured myself out,
Why I scream and shout
I kept my emotions to me,
so others can be happy
But I have found,
That kept me on the ground
and I was unable to get back,
But I somehow found my way
to get back on track
And see how I may,
just be alive for now,
instead of another "wow,
I can't believe he's dead"
"Yeah and he has a pale head"
I have debated to stay alive,
because of my emotional dive
I feel so happy with life,
Then I feel like giving up
Its a constant strife,
like a new born pup
I'm alive at this time,
another day another rhyme
