Standing in a crowded room
looking to my left... to my right...
people all around me but yet...
I still feel so alone
like I have no one to talk to,
no one to turn to when my world
turns black and cold.
not a friend in the world.
I just dont understand how this could be...
I have friends and a family that loves me
but it never seems to be enough
I always feel empty inside.
I fake smiles and im ok's everyday
it wowrks for alil while til
I cant take it anymore and I break down.
Tearing away the layers of my mask so I can cry.
I have to cover up my emotions and scars
and put my mask back on to face another day
in this living hell.
I cant take this loneliness much longer,
its driving me crazy im losing my mind
and everything I thought was me
I just want to be happy again and feel loved,
like im actually worth something and I
could stand in a crowded room and not feel so alone
is that too much to ask for?
wrote in like 5 mins so sorry if its not any good or doesnt make sense i havent wrote in a very long time and i felt like writing. comment if you like...
