Southern Ca resident one of the few not searching for dead presidents to make me feel complete I'm not another repeat so don't treat me like the rest leave me alone to progress looking for my purpose through this mess living with a vague definition that's never consistent changes as quick as the seasons without a noticeable reason accused of treason by some I had just outrun what they consider to be fun the memories will always linger around rushing back whenever I hear that flickering sound kicking the habit to the curb takes a bit of nerve luckily I found the solution its permanent substitution a beautiful art that will forever have a piece of my heart its not for the most only the few that can compose usually opposed perceptions into an intricate link that makes plenty think just a bi-product I do it to flush the doubt down with the ink I consider myself blessed being here at nineteen considered to be in between weird and unseen because I don't cause much noise my voice is only heard by the few that can relate no point in trying to debate I'm abstract a well known fact I differ compared to many in the ways I react to the twists an turns I gladly accept lifes everlasting burns born an raised from not a well known place local resident of the nard my only true home no matter where I may roam as I cross off the days one after another I make the realization that I'm not like any other not trying to brag or boast I just don't see myself fitting with most just a realization as I disengage from what two hours ago was a blank page
