The Undergraduate years,
contained very few tears.
It was all just one happy trip;
my sanity rarely ever took a dip.
Now I started working within insanity,
I tell myself this is my career, "it's mandatory".
The months just progressed onwards,
but my life never felt to be moving forwards.
It all changed on one monotonous day,
you walked in and simply blew my emotions away.
I tried to resist your charms, tried to keep you at a distance,
but my whole world changed when I knew of your existence.
I couldn't stop visualising about you;
you made an impression on my heart like a tattoo.
I started connecting with you in a way I didn't understand,
it was so powerful you were taking me apart strand by strand.
I always had to be near you, talk to you, hold you and never let go,
but I couldn't bring myself to just let these words flow.
We've decided to just be friends, our relationship is platonic,
but when I think of that decision I become slightly cationic.
I don't know if I'm a live to regret letting someone like you get away,
and I may end up regretting losing you until my dying day.
You're such an incredible person, such a beautiful soul;
I want you to be happy so I have to keep my emotions under control.
You're physically breath-taking and I love every aspect about you,
if it was up to me, I'd stick to you like glue.
You've got to move on though because you want your happy ending,
an ending I can't provide for you, so there is no point in pretending.
You should know though I love you more than a friend probably should,
If I could make all your dreams and fantasies come true, I just know I would.
