I wonder if anyone notices,
The scares are all still hidden,
Trying my best to wake,
Trying my best not to fall under,
Silence unbroken,
As I hit the ground hard,
Trying to keep my footing,
Blood splattered across it,
Splattered on my face,
Stumbling by,
Still trying to hide the scares,
My wrist haven’t seen the light,
Hidden beneath this bandage,
Hidden under my sleeve,
Deceitful smiles,
Telling all I am ok,
When underneath,
The tears flow freely,
Emotions cut free,
I'm still hiding them,
Nothing shown on a face of lies,
In the dead of night,
The daemons do rise,
Killing me from the inside,
Hatred and sorrow intertwined,
Closing my eyes to the pain,
Cut short of joy,
Tears of blood falling down,
As I hit the floor yet again,
Trying to keep from falling,
Slipping up at every corner,
Lies of truths,
Truths of lies,
Running and hiding,
Trying to find a way,
Trying to find a way out,
Trying to get away,
Away from all the hate,
Closing my eyes,
And closing my heart,
Just to stop the pain,
From reaching inside,
Blocking the thoughts,
Trying to stop their passage,
Still hiding all the scares,
Deceitful lies of truth,
Penetrating my mind,
Sending my further over the edge,
Haunting my every moment,
Making only pain shine through,
I still hide it all,
Behind this happy smile,
Under the colourful sleeve,
Hoping for it all to just,
Disappear.
