When you called, my first reaction "It was fear". Later i thought "why should I be afraid?" why in the world should I still be afraid? After going through so much the most frighting thing is that I can still feel fear. I once believed there is nothing I can not accomplish since I am not afraid of death. I took great pride in this.
It was true, I am not afraid to die, but neither alike did I produce any great achievements. Why? Because I fear something else. What is it I fear? What can be more terrifying than death?..... I have not figured it out yet.
