When I stopped praying, I did not stop believing in god. I was searching for my own way to be on terms with the father of the universe. I feel every individual human being should make their own peace with the universe. we are all different emotionally, physically, and intellectuality... it would be really odd if we where all the same spiritually. In my life there was a time when I was a piece of that "ligature" bond together in one belief. I was innocent then, I was a coward then. I like to believe if I cant recall my islamic name, than I wont remember that moment... when I lost that "faith", I lost that "family"..
