How did we get like this it seemed for a moment that we were happy
I've missed these opportunities and it seems like every time you get madder at me
I know I'm not perfect but I'm trying to make something you'll see til the end
You're worth it and I don't care what happens as long as we stay more then friends
I'm always trying to analyze these stupid things that I don't have to
Trying to find clues between the lines cause I'm afraid that I may lose you
Fearing one day you'll realize that I don't deserve you and go with mr right
With you goes my drive, nothing but fiends within myself, Should I even fight
I remember how it felt when we started, such sorrow when we departed
We entered every adventure full hearted, sailing on waters uncharted
Searching for treasures to harvest I shouldn't of left my heart unguarded
Here you go again making me feel less then sober
I'm never drinking but you make wanna keel over
Always want to question me but I'm just a loyal soldier
Most of my time fighting for ways for us to feel closer
I don't know where we'll be in 20years, not sure if we'll be lovers or peers
But I want to make one thing clear, that right now I want to be here
This is everything I've wanted and more, everything that I've bled and cried for,
Everything that I tried for, everything that I said I would die for
