I wasn't neccaliy afraid to get hurt,
As terrifed of scaring you away.
But now I'm running away from the idea of dating again or loving again
Because now I am scared to get broken hearted again
I'm scared of a repeat of all this.
And I'm scared to meet someone
Because right now I feel too broken to go on
I'm scared of falling in love
For there comes unimaginable pain
I'm not ready for another drop with a lover
For then there comes end surrounded by the most scaring pain
I am not going for another guy
Because you won't get a break from an end
So I'm not open to opening up
My eyes
And my heart
I'm praying not to fall head over heels for another for a while
For losing you set up so many painful walls
I'm not ready for another crush
Because you'll be carrying around chains of regret and disappointment for a while to come
I now know why they call it falling in love.
Because you fall,
Rip through the love,
And hit the end hard
And you feel it every morning
Afterwards until the cuts have healed to scars.
