No words will ever describe how much i miss you
15 years went by in my life and despite the ups and downs you were always there, always around and now that you are gone its hard to realize even with other family around somehow i am still alone a month has gone by and wow how time flies but yet it still feels like yesterday i was sitting in the ICU by your side look at your tiny body and i knew with every day as things got worse you weren't going to pull through but i was stuck in shock i didn't know what to say or what to do i just believed you would always be around to pick me up when things got tough,now you are up in heaven and i know you are looking down on me but i wish i could of made those last moments when you were able to speak. I remember telling you i love you and i squeezed your hand and i kissed you goodbye,never did i think i could prepare myself to hear you had passed on and were gone,it was like my worst fear come true I'm still not sure how to live without you i miss you everyday with tears streaming down my face you are my hero and guardian angel. The mother i never had and you took me into your home like one of your own
