How can this night makes me confused
asking if am being obvious
how can i fight this feeling i truly want to refuse
lessons from the past why i cant reuse
why cant i prevent myself from falling
and forget to learn the art of hiding
how can i stop this heart from showing
if this heart cant deny the feeling
the more i deny it the more it makes me fall
and sometimes i try to let the feelings and let it roll
but memories from the past seems my wake up call
and reminds that someone from past makes my heart to crawl
how long will i hide my self from pain
how long can i get away from this chain
how long will i let myself cry in the rain
if heart trapped from past and still wait in vain
How long this heart will be afraid
and learn to trust is so hard to be made
will i hold this feeling till it escape?
or will i follow this heart dictate?
