A Camp of Rejection: Leading to Confusion

This is the moment that I have waited

The pain and agony I've been anticipated

I thought that I know what should I do

But now i don't know when I'm close to you

Whenever you're near, I feel uncomfortable

For when you passed by, beside our table

It's like a whirlpool of flashing back

All the things you did which put the lock

We're really not what we used to be

Back then we're close, so friends are we

I never thought that the next time we'll meet

All the things we've done will make me sick

I can't believe this, we're like strangers

You passed me by, as fast as thunders

We're like two bodies in different states

We'll never collide, it never outbreaks

For more than two nights and two long days

We never talked in all our ways

At time our eyes meet each other

I look away trying to avoid the matter

This is the most cruel camp for me

For even just once you never said sorry

You just kept on staring, not saying a word

Don't you know that your silence kills me like a sword?

Every time I look away, I am saying a prayer

That any time of the day, to me you would whisper

And you'll try to get back what was lost in us

though they were vanished and had turned to dust

Now I don't know what will I do

For I really want us to get bask on hue

Still it's not gone, though months has passed

The pain is still there,and I think it would last

Why, anyway. am I that concerned?

Why do I want the memories burned?

Is it just because it's still isn't through?

Or is it just that, I still Love You???...