I wanna be like her
I wanna look like her
I wanna be beautiful
I want to be wanted,
but how can I do that?
I don't know what to do
I don't know how
don't know how to be like her
They say it's wrong......
to be like her
and it's right to be yourself
but what I want is for you to like me too
how, how, how,
how am I suppose to do
how can I be right for you?
how can I tell you this
this feeling I kept hiding inside me
I tried to be kind
to be brave
to be cool
just for you to look in my direction
I guess I must quit
quit on this fantasy of mine
my fantasy that is real in my dreams
and now I am tired
tired of feeling crush again
crush of seeing you love
others than me
oh my
my love for you is never ending
just like my poem
that last till tomorrow
it started with a wish
and it seems like
it never ends
how can I end this feeling?
this feeling that keeps on coming back
especially,
when I saw your pictures
those pictures that reminds me of something
something that made me feel blue
you might ask on why I felt blue
blue,
because I was crush when you were happy or sad
and I guess
I must end this habit of mine
the habit of looking at your photos
your photos that attracts me
attracts the very self of mine