In love i fell in your divine ways
the fire burns eternally for you
for always, until the end of days
my faith i lost many times ago
my heart was replenished
by the hatred aglow
my altar is not of angels and God
it is corvettes in stone
now to wash away my facade
God did love me
of this i am not so sure
my heart has been confused by your
omnipresent allure
I prayed and prayed
yet found no answer
watching this world kill each other
war and religion- a deadly cancer
i speak the dark tongue
and know all the phrases
in cathedral alone
unknown to there praises
they speak words of love
and unbridled joy
yet i was made as an outcast
so this question i employ
am i a lover of light
am i a monster of the dark
a fire is burning bright i know
and I'm aware of the holy spark
is is Lord God
in witch i must pursue
because He make me
He loves me.
i wish i knew what to do
Is it Lord Satan
that harbors my own heart
because he has been there for me
He knows me
an artist without an art
God has watched me
over these days
he has forgiven me
for my evil ways
God has watched over me
over these nights
he has forsaken me
as i am blind to His light
The devil has waited for me
knows the creature i have become
but i wonder what my afterlife is
when all is said and done
i have love you God
with all of my soul
but the innocence in my heart
it seems is what you stole
if you loved me
why would you do this all to me
i was your son, my lord
don't you want me to be happy?
the devil gives me treasure
without a second thought
but without you my love
the saddest pain was brought
i look into the black
and know myself
to you just a puppet
tired, to be put on the shelf
God i do love you
that i want you to know
it is true
but the devil loves me
conflicted
cant i be in love with both of you?
