Mummer not stammer
sooth not shout
dozing not raving
never in thought it'll be like this
should i pull out
should i stay
stay and give a second chance
it irritates to really know
there's a laughing crow in each locust fight
torment and said can never end
disgust i show on this hideous sight
that proves the lazy man's line
hard-work tires and never pays
why me, why is it me
with a scorching soul and black heart
to get cleansed and flow blood red
to then explode me hate and rage
what i an cannot be changed
my love for words never fades
if there's a silver lining in every cloud
maybe mind is in the tiniest cirrus
fifteen does not seem much
when in stay with ghost fruit
even a miracle would never bear
what my teacher calls good fruit
life is long if every second counted
but even longer if mystery makes them
lord forgive my soul today
i can't withstand this shriek of pain
she takes a cloth not a clock
a week of time still up to go
relax my mind, hear of life water
coz where better lives, best exists
black roll always deficient
last one was graphite made
the longest script tjay says
the smartest they say methinks
this great talent my lord giveth
that i shall use to bear good deeds
coz written words beats that said in voice
