I take one step,
and then I take another.
I stand there,
and I'm tempted to look back.
Each footfall will take me that much further.
That much farther.
It feels like... being pushed, and
pulled, at the same time,
but the chains that bind me... are my own.
I close my eyes tightly,
and clench my fists at my side.
I don't know what to do.
How did this come to be?
I just need to.... If only I can....
I will think of... soft music,
and pretty smiles, and sweet voices.
The first time I touched your cheek,
and kissed those lips.