&& when I look back on it all I've never been as happy as I am right now.
&& I wonder how this is something I could allow?
Sometimes it makes me feel sad.
I feel like I missed out on all I could have had.
But if happiest means being alone I say we rock it.
No more commitment.
Let's have a party, let's celebrate it tonight.
Everything is going to be alright.
If this is the best it gets, let's make it the best.
&& forget the rest.
