Now That Your Gone

The words i wish i could say
at least have not been spoken
they dance around my mind
words of long lost love
and of hearts broken
now that your gone

the words i wish i was strong enough to write
have all been locked away inside
but these words will end up killing me
if i don't get them out now
this is no time to hide
now that your gone

i wish i was with you
every moment
every time
but now your some place
why cant you just be mine

In sad tongue
a language I'm well versed
but something under the surface cracked
and now this sweet poem Ive rehearsed
this story cant be over
after all i am its writer
but it doesn't always come this easy
in this heart break world
Ive learned to be a fighter
but somehow i just want you
a new subject just a shade lighter
i still count the hours
and all the adoring kisses
but this poem cant do it justice
a Halloween all nigher
that's where we last saw one another
each hour the same
i will wait for you there
will you remember my name
now that your gone

now that your gone
i don't know what to do with myself
just a simple pawn
a puppet to put on your shelf
now that your gone

i sit each day alone
not knowing how to proceed
spoken fears unknown
i will follow where you lead
my ugly heart has been shown
crippled in its need
however a feeling has grown
now take this phrase i heed
pick up the phone
my newest sin is greed
oh i want it all
i want it all
the world
the ocean, the stars
the sun
it all would be meaningless
not to finish what we had begun
a story book ending
something with a kiss at the end
but i wonder now
if this cripple heart
will ever learn to mend
now that your gone

your made of some cute stuff
hell, god broke the mold when he made you
and now i need some words
what the hell should i do
now that your gone