To the father i used to know-part 5

It is hard to think,
Because there is so much to think about,
There is to much going on in my head,
I don't have enough room to think about anything else,
I want to think like a normal 12 year old would,
But no you had to say “I am leaving”
So know I have to worry whilst the other kids are thinking about hair, make-up, shopping, parties, and boys,
But I have to worry about what will happen know,
Where will we live or what about the bills,
But all you care is about the money,
You don't care about me,
Or my family,
You lust have ruined my life,
I will NEVER be normal.