OH baby, Im stunned here..you describe this so well..I can just envision it all...maybe even more so than you in some bits because I can practically see 'the hill' from our house...Can imagine sitting between your legs, leaning back, you kissing my neck, hand on your thigh(groaning here!) awww baby...can't wait to have this..only a week tomorrow til that happens and a week YESTERDAY til I can feel your arms holding me. Makes me delerious to think about it..aside from anything else, just you BEING here is the important thing. Oh honey..Michelle isn't Michelle without Craig and more either..and I love Craig is RIGHT...and can feel your love too..it lights up my every day. I well up oftentimes thinking of us, different little things...and honey...want my last words on this earth to be "I love you Craig..." kisses,cuddles...LOVE..Michxxx